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Syaa
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Rawr And I continue to write the love story... |
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Saturday, June 16, 2007
Changing My Life I thought that I could change my life to a better one by turning myself to be a good and decent girl.I am trying my very best right now.I guess I am becoming more mature.I used to love being so wild because I thought people will look upon me differently.And for that,I started to smoke and mixed with the bad company.I lied to parents and I talked back to them.I really want things to go in my way and I just dont even care about anything.Once,I was so pissed that I dont want to come home.I asked my friend to fight with my enemy so that I could feelt very good about it.I used to love this word called revenge.I mixed around with guyfriends and I chilled out with them.I did crazy stuff but not as crazy as you guys thought.But today,i started to think differently.I dont find anything good being so wild.I told myself that I have my own religion and that is Muslim.And as a muslim I must know what is good and the bad things.So day by day,I started to chande myself.I try not to talk back to my parents,instead obeying them and respect them because I know that they deserve it.I stop smoking because I know that it is bad for health and I felt so stupid of myself to smoke because i knew that once,smoking is bad for health yet i still smoke.Isnt that stupid and selfish?Sacrifising myself and making my life span shorter?I promised myself not to do crazy stuff and that I will help all my friends and advise them if they need the advise.i dont aspect anything in return because I do it sincerely.Well urm,that is my theory right now.To be the best I can be and creating an interesting yet decent life.take care.
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Yours truly. |
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