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Thursday, July 19, 2007
Why oh Why.



I was just wondering why are there such people.What kind of people?Let me blurt it briefly.I was just viewing people's friendster and there's this pic caught my eye.It is a picture of a malay teenager.Looking through her pictures made me feel so pissed and unspeakable.It was truely a horror to have actually viewed her.I was speechless and shocked.There is actually such people in this world.She is a muslim of course.Her dressing were so insane that her own blood mother showed off her boobs.Can you imagine that???Her own BLOOD MOTHER was trying to look sexy and her friends actually wanted to get to know her mother.For what??You should now why.Her pics revealed her upper part of her body and she didnt even felt embarrased about it.Infact,she was glad to showcase her body and she boasted about it.Frankly speaking,she wasnt as pretty as most people thought.She have a smallie lil eye with no eyebrow.I just feel so pissed right now.FUCK her till eternity.I will NEVER respect people who think they are SUPER BIG and SUPER SEXY trying to attract people attention.To me,this type of girl is rather cheap.You can get her easily.I would not be surprised if she already had sex at a very young age.What is happening in this world.People are not ashamed of their wrong doing,infact they would be glad to boast about it.What did they got in return for showcasing their body???A very NICE compliment??haaaaaa..It must be a joke.Oh my god.I was seriously shocked to death.The pictures nearly took my heart away.I was sad though.Haiz.

6:55 AM
Yours truly.


Saturday, July 14, 2007



I read Izzi's ans Mas's blog.They seems to have a problem with their parents.It is a normal problems between yougsters and parents nowadays.The youngsters want freedom but the parents control them like nobody bussiness.I have felt what they are going through right now.My parents do control me and I did disobey their rules.I was very rude to my parents and I dont really care about their feelings.I make things go in my way and seriously,I dont even care at all.I made them worried like hell and made them cried.I did everything that can go as long as it is my way.I went out every saturday after my tuition and I dont even informed them that I will be going out.I changed my clothes,asked them for money and then went out.And when they nags,I always said that they dont understand me at all.But actually,I was the one who dont even understand them.
I always beg them for freedom and I really BEG for it.But soon,I discovered that I was at fault.I shouldnt be asking them from freedom and I shouldnt be shouting at them.I read one book about youngsters.IT IS A SIN TO RAISE YOUR VOICE A LIL BIT TO YOUR PARENTS no matter how bad they are or how rude they are to us.They will forever be our parents.Parents NAG to show that they care for us and they love us.Friends,sometimes you have to put yourself in your parents shoes before you react.What makes them nag at you soo much and why they didnt trust you???Sometimes,they felt so dissapointed afterwhatever shits that you gave to them.All parents want in their life is TO BE LOVE by their children and they will feel VERY HAPPY already.If you want to shout back at them because you are pissed at them,think twice.After all the sacrifices that they made all this while,the pain that your mother go thru during the time she wants to gave birth to you..you want to shout back at them just to satisfied yourself????That is so wrong.
Girlfriends.Treasure your parents as much as you can.Family comes first.They are your everything.You are nothing withour them actually.They give you education and they want you to have good future and that is the reason why they are nagging at you to study.They dont want to see you jobless in the future to come.They love you all.

1:24 AM
Yours truly.


Friday, July 6, 2007


I will blurt every single words and I dont care.



I am freaking mad,pissed.MASLIANA,you make my life so miserable you know that.You caused my life to be so stressful with all your nonsence and when I think about it,it makes me wannna kill you like nobody bussiness.You are pathetic do you know that.Always seeking for extra attention and begging for sympathy.Yup,I must say that you have LOST one of your friend and that is me.No more such things as goodfriends or bestfriends between you and me.It has ended now.And I am still considering of accepting you and my casual friends you know.I dont trust yuo like forever because you are a liar.ONE BIG LIAR.You still want to lie eventhought people know that you are lying.Such an ass you are.Izzi is still holding on to you but not me.I dont believe in WHATEVER you say anymore eventhough you MAY BE REPENT in the future to come.Once a LIAR,ALWAYS A LIAR.Go ahead and beg for sympathy with your NEW PART TIME ADVISER which is SAN.Go ahead and spill everything to him.I know that YOU HAD FALLEN FOR HIM but too bad he LOVE someone else and thats why you are attached with WAZAN (whatever his name is) now.It is because you couldnt get SAN RIGHT!!!You are so cheap did you know that and I have the right to call you BITCH because you are ONE OF THEM..MARUAH DAH HILANG!!!!!!!TAK TAU NAK JAGE MARUAH DIRI.In girls life,MARUAH is very important and we are born with pride but you lose it *JUST LIKE THAT*.You lose it because of a GUY!!!You did STUPIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIID STUFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF with them.ASTAGHFIRULLAH!!!MAS!!!!ARE YOU HUMAN?????YOU ARE ISLAM LAH DEII!!!!NOT CHRISTIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Nvm,you will be punish at AKHIRAT later.If you did not REPENT now than I dont know what to say.HAIYOOO.nie mcm nyer org ader jgak kat dunia nie ehk.KESIAN dibuatnyer..haizzzz.I PITY HER!!!!!!I JUST COULDT LOVE YOU AS A FRIEND ANYMORE BECAUSE YOU WERE NEVER THERE FOR ME WHEN I HAD A PROBLEM and when I spill my problem to you,your "ADVISES" are "ehk?" and "ohhhhh" WHAT THE HELL!!!! TU MCM PER KWN???SUDAH LAH!!!!!MLS NAK LAYAN KAU LAGIK.GO AND FIND NEW FRIEND LAH HOR.SLAMAT MAJU JAYA!
BLUEAK!

9:02 PM
Yours truly.


Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Its harder than I thought.


It is harder than I thought.I thought I could just forget about what you have done to me for all this while and then move on.But I guess I couldnt.I felt so pissed and by the sight of you just make me even more pissed.Im sorry if I haven't been talking to you for like the whole day today.It is because I couldnt tolerate anymore nonsence from you.I seriously dont know why but I am too lazy to talk to you and how I wish you could just dissapear.I may sound so mean right now but this is how I feel.I couldnt say that I hate you because I dun really know if I do.I have to say that you are one big liar and I wont believe whatever you said to me.I was just pretending to believe whatever shit that you had told me.Peole are sick and tired of your nonsence too.You cant change unless you prove me wrong and for the time being,I see no improvement.You are the same old person.And i guess,by giving you the cold shoulder would make you realised how much I hate your attitudes.People are talking behind your back and I think you know it,it is obvious sometimes.if you cannot be bothered by me giving you advises then so be it.Be what you want to be because I dont lose anything in the end.Its your choices.I am just too sick to entertain you anymore.I am not giving you my sympathy anymore.Go ahead and beg for sympathy aitex!!!If that is all you can do than just do it.I am choked with all your "stories".I will continue to give you the cold shoulder untill you prove me wrong.But,i will never ever rtrust you or even try to consider you as a good friend of mine anymore.Im so sick of you friend.Get Alive aitex.You shouldnt be sad about me not talking to you.I know you hold grudges towards me and I know it well.You shoukd be happy that there ARE friends who might want to consider you as their friend,but not me.I am out of your life.if you said you are sad than I MUST SAY that I am much more SAD + DISSAPOINTED for having a friend who betrayed,lied and making up stories.

THE END.


6:56 AM
Yours truly.