The darkest moment is nearest the dawn. I just had my chemistry paper 3 today over at Unity Secondary. It was manageable I must say. =) So, I still have my english paper 1 and 2, bio paper and chemistry paper 1 left. Hmmmm wait, I do have c.humans paper but I'm not sure if I want to take it or not. Any advice??



Define Jealousy.
Is it normal for girls to get jealous or is it abnormal? I am confused when it comes to this. Does girls instinctively get jealous when her boyfriend is in close contact with another girl or do girls make it all up just to get her boyfriend's attention?? Nevermind, drop it.

It's sad that words itself cannot entirely describe one's love. At times, love is intricate but when it get off colours, it will taste like a vinegar. Arguments is imminent. We can't change that fact.


Love has the prowess to make things ugly but never give up on it for it can never be perfect.



" It was so saddening that he will never know how much I love him. Even at the worst circumstances, this beating heart of mine will still beats for his name. It's hard for me to express my love through words and sentences because it will never be able to describe the love I have for him. I may get angry at him but it is not due to the failing love of mine. I love him soo much and that is the specific reason why I may get angry. Sometimes, it hurts to love someone soo much without being able to express it. How I wish I could but I know I can't because it's undescriable. Too complex for a definition. Frankly, I am scared of losing him. Even if he said to me that he will not leave me countless of time, I still do feel scared.

It hurts to see him sad, angry,confused,lost or whatever negative feelings. It was as though my heart was left in some wild jungle, lost. I hate to see him down. But what I really hate the most is that I am not able to give him plenty of ropes. I want to be there for him but I know I can't always be there because I do have my own things to settle. I hate that. Haiizzzz. I hate to see him alone because I know how it feels. The only thing that can ever make me happy is to see him happy!!!!!

I am always worried about him, like his whereabouts. These worry-ness feelings shall only be kept within me.


The thing is, I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!! NOTHING could ever change that.