And I continue to write the love story...
Friday, June 15, 2007
I dont understand why Masliana can never change her attitude.I've known her since secondary one.I was very timid and shy so I do what was told by me.Masliana treat me like her own maid and surprisingly I gave everything that she want and I even obey whatever she said.I did that because I want to be her friend.I sacrifise most of my time sending her home after npcc training.I brought her npcc uniform for her and I totally respect her like she really deserved it a lot.That was when I was still in secondary one.When I reached secondary two,I treat her normally but abit different.I started to feel that thus time,she has gone too far and I told myself that i couldnt respect her like how I had respected her before.So I cut off my every friday job like sneding her home.I started to gave her excuses.At that point of time,I felt that she is not the type of friend that I am looking for.She took advantage of me.But i tiold myself not to end the friendship between us,afte all no one is perfect so i gave her chance.i respected her like i always so.And when I reached sec 3,I grew a little mature and I told myslef that i couldnt gave in to her anymore.So I started to be more strict towards her but still,I gave her the best friendship in me.People used to trust everything she said but the by day,people knew that she loves to create her own story and friends started to ignore her and hate her.i started to hate her too but I told myself to gave her the second chance and that i will try my best to gave her advises so that she will change and up till now,I still give her GOOD ADVISES but she NEVER listen to it.She LIED to me and Izzi and I am utterly dissapointed with her.i LOST my trust in her and I can never trust her again.I can only say that I want to be just FRIENDS with her.Not more than that.Im sad after what she had done to me and Izzi and i have to say right now that I dislike her.I HATE her attitude.She can NEVER change if she is not willing to change.No one can change her attitude except for herself.And now,Im done with her.No more giving in.Its just SO OVER.
6:43 AM
Yours truly.
Yours truly.