Apparently not the biggestf fight ever between Dad and myself. We always quarrell if you guys want to know. Basically he can't lose to me or should I say, He DON'T WANT to lose to me. How pathetic? haahaa. I'm not trying to criticize you but like I said, they way you speak to me sucks. I really hate the way you talked to me. And for that, I can't stop myself from shouting or talking back at you. I really don't understand you and I don't think I can understand you and YOU understanding me. You always find fault with me like I am the RUDEST DAUGHTER you could only have. I didn't mean to talk back or school you but I just couldnt take it anymore. I swear I cant!! You always put me into confusion. God, please tell me if It's wrong standing for my own rights and is it always PARENTS who can only be RIGHT FORVER?? Is it VERY wrong for a daughter to clarify her doubts and told her own opinion?? UUrghh....Dad, what do you really want from me??? WHAT??? TELL ME??? I cannot be perfect because I am not one. You made me cried while writting this. I am pissed and SAD and CONFUSED at the same time. Haiizzz..Ayah ckp macam ayah sorang jek leh betol..Salah ker kalau kakak ckp perkare yang benar?? Ckp jek lah yang ayah tk leh terima..You don't have to pin point me EVERYTIME. For goodness sake, YOUR RUDEST DAUGHTER( like what you said) has a FEELING. Kakak ader hati dan perasaan. Kakak tak tau uhh aper lagik ayah nak dari kakak.. If you hate me then you might as well give me to other family or worst.. just IGNORE ME. Just pretend that I am not your daughter..ok??? ayah fikir ayah sorang jek yang betol??? Kakak tk leh lari dari kesilapan lahh ayah.. I cannot. Slamer nie, kakak dah try to change jadi seorang anak yang solehah..I was close to it but then sometimes..perbualan ayah uat kakak binget!!!! You don't know how to respect ur children and tell me how am I suppose to respect u ??? Mesti ker anak-anak jek hormat org tue?? Abeh parents tak yah respect kiter sbagai anak uhh?? Serious uhh. I don't know what to say anymore. Let me say this once and for all uhh ehkk.....

AFTER THIS INCIDENT.. I AM NOT GOING TO SAY A WORD.

I LET YOU WIN SINCE YOU CANNOT LOSE. OKEHH????????

I LET YOU FEEL LIKE A KING!!! ALRIGHT???? I AM THE WORST

DAUGHTER YOU CAN HAVE OKEHH???? AND IM SORRY FOR
THAT. I HAVE TO STAND FOR MY OWN RIGHTS!!! I AM NOT
GOING TO ARGUE WIH YOU ANYMORE. DO WHATEVER AS U WISH

SINCE I AM NOT ALLOWED TO SAY MY PART. YOU ARE FOREVER

RIGHT OKEHH??? AND I AM ALWAYS WRONG!! OKEHH?????

AAARRRRRRGGGGHHHH!!! I WANNA GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE!!

5:26 AM
Yours truly.