I hate you but at the same time, I MISS YOU BADLY.

I seriously thought that you could be my long lasting bestfriend, but hell no. I was wrong again! Fuck. I should not have any bestfriend lahh because sooner or later, I know they will dissappear. I really want to share all my tears and joy with you zimah. You always told me that I'm your bestfriend when I know that Im actually not. You are a very cheerful girl and I thought that I could be with you since you and I have passion for dancing. Through all those years we spent together in sec 3 and four, we go through a lot of thick and thins together. I am always there for you and I can say that you are also there for me when Im in need but it didn't last. I knew that now, you have a new bunch of lovely friends that can really complete your life. I am happy for you. Despite being happy, I was feeling very sad and dissapointed too. My dear Hazimah, you left me. You left me and concentrate more on your new friends. Why ?? I thought that you were my bestfriend that can never be seperated from one another ?? I find it very funny and irritating when you can always go out with your new loveable friends and went home late but when it came to me, you can NEVER go out. There will always be a reason. Kadang2 kau kater kau saket lah, ur mom tak kasi kluar lahh, ez-link card tk top up lahh, tkder duit lahh. You gave me sooo many reasons!! YOU ALWAYS BUSTED ME, NADZ and IZZI. Why zimah why ?? To be honest, I am so dissapointed of you, I SWEAR! Oh well, since you are now happy with them, I just want to congratulate you yeahh.. I hope you achieve your dreams of becoming a passionate dancer. I am happy for you. Whatever it is, im still proud to call you my friend when I REALLY want you to be my bestfriend. Till here then.. Missing you always little lady..=)

5:55 AM
Yours truly.