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Syaa
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Rawr And I continue to write the love story... |
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Saturday, February 2, 2008
I know that your previous relationship was hell. Basically because you and your ex did a lot of fighting. Apparently not just fights, but cat fights. Which mean, either you or your ex get injured. I felt so guilty, very guilty when we first fought over small matters. I know you really don't want to fight somemore because you've had enough with the previous relationship of yours. And for that, I felt so guilty for fighting with you on that particular morning. You must be thinking that I was having a bad flue that morning right? But let me revealed the truth. I wasn't having a bad flue. Apparently I had just stopped from crying and weeping. I felt so wrong, I swear! I felt so guilty that I just cried badly. I just failed to make you feel happy on that day. Firstly was because I spoiled your morning by rejecting to meet you up at Al Ameen. & for that you cancelled your plan with Helmie. I was bloody guilty and how I wish I could kneel down on my kness and said sorry to you thousands of time. I just felt like hugging you so tightly that I don't want to let you go. And I am absolutely sorry for what had happened that night. You should know what. I had no intention to make you feel jealous but I just want to be honest with you. Up till this very moment, I still feel very guilty. I just feel like smashing my head on the walls and asked myself WHY AM I BEING SO STUPID?? I FEEL STUPID and I FEEL BAD ABOUT IT. Shahrin, You will never know how much you mean to me, because I can never pen down my feelings for you. BAsically, you are MY EVERYTHING. Everyday before I tuck in to bed, I always think..will you be mine??? I am just so scared to lose you and that's my biggest fear. Rest assured that I will hold your hands forever and never will I let it go but I've been wondering..will you do the same?? I Love you soo much that I can never stop thinking of you. Living my day without you is like a morning without breakfast, it's not complete. Be it you are feeling sad, angry, selfish or you are feeling the worst in your life..I still LOVE YOU. I don't care IF one day, your feelings for me fade away..I will still LOVE YOU like always. I am not going to let go of you. I don't want you because I NEED YOU. I will never cry for you because I WOULD DIE for you. If only you know how much you really mean to me. I just couldn't bare to see walk away in my life..Please tell me you'll never. I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU. From the first day That I saw your smiling face Honey, I knew that we would be together forever Ooh when I asked you out You said no but I found out Darling that you'd been hurt You felt that you'd never love again I deserve a try honey just once Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong You walked in you were so quick to judge But honey he's nothing like me I'll never break your heart I'll never make you cry I'd rather die than live without you I'll give you all of me Honey that's no lie As time goes by you will get to know me A little more better Girl that's the way love goes And I know you're afraid To let you're feelings show And I understand But girl it's time to let go I deserve a try honey Just once Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong You walked in you were so quick to judge But honey he's nothing like me Darling why can't you see No way, no how I'll never make you cry... SHAHRIN, I CINTAKAN U.
10:52 PM
Yours truly. |
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