Dissapointment.

I feel left out. To my dearest girlfriends, Nadz and Zimah. I want to apologise to you if I have not spent my time with you guys. I really want to, I swear. I miss hanging out with you darls. The both of yuo are now very close, unlike me. I am no longer close with you girls. Sometimes, I just think that I need to do a lot of catching up with you girls. I am sad that I couldnt hang out with you girls today at town and of course the gym-ing session with abigail. I will try my best to hang out with you more often after school yeah ??? I really feel lonely without the both of you but as the matter of fact that I seldom hang out with you make the bond between me and you girls apart. I am sorry if you feel abandoned by me. I have no intention.


Sometimes I dont feel that I am apart of them anymore. Zimah and Nadz do stuff together but not me. They share their thoughts together. EVERYTHING together. I can feel the seperation. I don't feel energetic anymore when I am with you girls and imma bet you girls can feel it too. I seldom laugh and joke around. I am more quieter and serious. Don't you think so ?? I have no what have happened to me. But rest assured, I'll be fine. I need to find the righ path again. I will, one day.

MISS YOU BOTH A LOT!