Hey ho hey ho,

Life has been more to the dark side. I've been doing soul searching for the past few days. Not as in searching for soulmate but searching for who I am deep inside. After alot of brainstorming, I soon realised where I went wrong. The only way where I can get to know my mistakes is through self reflection. I am very sick and tired of searching for true friends. Now I know that there are NONE. hahaha... Maybe to other people true friends do exist but as for me, it never happens. I received back my CA1 results and I am quite happy with what I got. Dad gave me $15 for obtaining good grades. hahaha. ( maybe, this will be my first and my last obtaining A1's..hahahaha..ca1 paper was so easy!! )


FRIENDS.

I got pissed when I was writting the word friends. I don't know why but I am just so annoyed.
I seriously don't want to brag about friendship anymore. Let's just make friends with anyone that comes my way. simple.


LOVE LIFE.

Always lovely. It has been 4 month plus since we are together and the number will grow!! hehe.
We do fought sometimes but that's normal. haahaa. Sometimes, I get so stressed up. Why?? because I have been thinking what I can do in order to make my relationship better. hahaha. Like I said to bf, I love to brainstorm. Weird but true. But sometimes, I'll get tired of it and I simply SHUT DOWN. No brainstorming please. hahahaha.. I love boyfriend. simple saying but it's absolutely more than that. I can't arranged it in words. It's impossible. Boyfriend is the bestest thing in my whole entire life. If you ask me to choose between a diamond and bf, I choose BF. And if I were given the choice to choose between life and bf, I choose BF. Simply because HE IS my life. My life meant nothing without him. We are just VERY CLOSE. We laughed together. Cry together. Mad together. Angry at each other together. EVERYTHING together. hahaha. I love kissing him. It gives me a butterfly in my stomache. hahahaha. Kissing him just makes me feel so [ feel in the blank ]. hahahahahaha. Oh my, I just love him so much. Okayy?? Fullstop!!!