DOOM!!


I've been cracking my one and only brain for the past few days. Too many numbers and chemical reactions. It drove me crazy. Last friday wasn't my best day. I was mood-less. haha.
I lost my sense of humour. I did not laugh at my friend's joke. hahaha.I find it lame rather than funny. I see no point laughing. hahahaha. See now I'm laughing. I ended school at 4pm prolly because I had maths tuition which commenced at 2. Two hours of trigonometry, indices and standard form. My head was aching, I swear. Straight after tuition, I went over to meet boyfriend at ps, and then went to kfc for our lunch. I didn't eat.



Mid-year is 3 weeks away. I don't want to fail. I want to do better than my friends. I have to put a side my entertainments. All study, no play. BUT I have to say that I really do need a break sometimes. I can't be studying for the rest of my life. That is not how life's suppose to be. You need to have fun too. So yeah, I want an outing to sentosa badly. Like real BAD!! I want to feel the soft sands and hear the sound of small waves. I want to feel the breeze touching both side of my cheeks. I want the wind to play around with my hair and at the same time adore the beautiful blue sky. walau eh...irah is being so dramatic here!! Like " My problem lahh! ". hahaha.



Life has been treating me fair lately. Errm wait, abit unfair. hahaha. I miss watching MOVIES. I miss my G.I.L.A. I miss party. I miss fun and laughters. Am I too "kaki jalan"? I wonder. Maybe I am. I can't sit at home. I hate to rot! I prefer to go out eventhough I might be money-less. haha. English aper ehk aku pkai?? I'm just not the " sit-at-home-and-rot " type of girl. Once a in a while maybe can.



Sentosa. I think you need to wait a little more longer. Currently, I have no one to tag along with me and visit you. Gi sorang2 pon ok ehk? mcm org giler. Skali skaler, aper salahnyer. hahaha. The best is, to go with my sister. We can talk ALOT I tell you. We might be bitching around too.
hahahahahaha. Gossiping is LOVE. who doesnt? khe khe khe. Sometimes, you just have to be BAD in order to enjoy life. Hahahahahahaha. K lah. naik merepek. K bye.