What's love???

It's about US and it's about trust.

Half of the year has gone and I am glad that our love still stay strong. I am always happy that you are still here with me, in my life. Stay put and don't run away. Seriously, I never would have thought that we will be together like this. It's miracle, for me. Back then, when we were still in secondary school, I have always adore you from far. I observed every movements of yours and I am always excited to go school because I knew there's YOU.

My heart ached when I knew that there are other school girls who liked you. You are just the perfect man in my eyes and I want to have you in my arms. As soon as I got to know that you were attached, I was disheartened. I felt as though I had lost everything that I want in my life, and that's you. No one in the school knows that I like you. It's just between my heart and myself. I picked myself up and moved on. It's hard. Soon, I started to forget about liking you and just go with the flow. Moreover, you're my classmate and my chairman. Having you in the same class as me was already good enough. Your presence in class is always the best, knowing that we will surely talked to each other.

I tried to make friends with other guys. Talked to them, joke with them but still.. I couldnt get rid of you. I always love recess because I knew that I can looked at you, even for a distance. It doesn't matter be it near or far, as long as I got to see you. I would eat facing my front at you. Haha. You will NEVER noticed it because you were busily eating. Moreover, you can never spot me. I observed you alot. And I mean ALOT.

Years had passed and as a classmate, we got a lil bit closer. That's where I really got hooked to you. Still, no one ever knew. I like it when we joke. Your laughter is the best medicine for me when I'm feeling down. Your cheeky-ness just made me fall for you even more. It's pain for me to look at you and knew that you can never be mine. I just wish that I could whisper the word " I love you " in your ears and just vanished, hoping that I would never see you again.

Fast forward..

Finally, you're back being single. I was rather happy because I knew that you don't deserve a girl like her. This time, you and I became very closed. We went out together. The feeling was exquisite. We started to text each other and even talked on the phone. In a blink of an eye, we became couple. I swear to god that I was the most happiest girl on earth. 29th of November 2007. The date of our life. It's when I finally got you in my arms and you got me in your arms. I couldn't really explained how I felt on that particular day. Nothing else matter in this world except for YOU. In addition, I really thought that I was dreaming but when I tried to pinch myself hard on my arms, I felt the pain and that really shows that I wasnt dreaming. YES!!! You're mine!!

And now, It has been nearly six months since we've been together and I really hope that the number will grow and grow till it can't grow anymore! With you dear, I learned alot of things. I learned to appreciate with what I have in this world. I learned to be very wise. You taught me alot in my life. Some of the lesson I had learnt from you can't just be describe. I learned to be a better person in my life. Being with you just taught me to be a stronger person. You take care of me as if I am your wife. You hold your responsibilty as a boyfriend and you never failed to embrace me with your romantic and unique love of yours. Your sensational touched make me fall in love with you even deeper. Your passionate kiss make me feel that Im yours and your hug is the bestest hug I have ever had. Not even a HUGE comfortable teddy bear could ever win your hug dear. You treated me very well. Even with all my cranky attitude, you still stay put to me and tried your very best to make me smile again. For once, I feel so blessed in this humble life of mine to be able to meet you. I am thankful. YOU are the bestest present I have ever received in my whole entire life. I have never love someone soo much like this before until I have you. We may have an arguments but what's relationship without it? Through thick and thin, you are there for me. The reason I live right now is all because of YOU. You pick me up when I fall. You shed my tears away when I cry. You shower me with your care when Im feeling down. You cheer me up and wash away my frown.

2:30 AM
Yours truly.