I learned alot this month. About life, school, relationship, friendship and family. Life is treating me hard currently with just a week to relax and losen myself from school work. I still need some time to get back my study mood, but to think of it again, I shall not waste my time slacking.


It has been an emotional week for me and believe me, it's awful.
I want to apologize to boyfriend for making a promise not to cry every night again
but I don't fulfill it. I don't mean any harm but I seriously tried my best not to give in to my emotions. I just need to cry in order to feel better. The rest is better left unsaid. Peace. =)


I'm struggling with life and I know that the difficulties, hardships and trials of life are a positive blessings sent to me. They knit the muscles more firmly and teach me self-reliance. I am not going to give up. I will just look on the bright side of life but seriously, I need to break free from the " emotional chain ". I want to have freedom, being able to do everything that I love without no strings attached.


I learned how to be patience this month. That is the most valuable lesson I've learnt so far. Oh well, I guess I will end the post here. Im actually BRAIN DEAD. hahhahahaha. I struggle while writting this post okayy!!!!hahaha