I still feel sucky for screwing up my O level sia. If I had studied last year, I would have been in polytechnic and make new friends already. I want to make new friends sia. Im sick and tired of my old friend of mine. Their words can't be believed, I swear!!! Fuck lah..zimah and nadz lau ajak ngok wyg susah sak!!! Lau dorang nk ngok wyg ngan org lain boleh tau, biler part me and izzi jek, mesti ader alasan yg tak munasabah sak. Mepek bodoh!!!! Nie mcm J per!!! Bobual konek uhh satu-satu. Yang si zimah nak step pandai, Nadz plak very booooooooooring asyik kuar ngan kwn baru dier yg tk btol tu. Aper nk jadi sia. Where's the bonding we used to have during our secondary school seii. I hate private life!!! I want to be in my secondary school life back sia!! Tgk jek ar..lau next year aku dapat masok poly, korang due aku abaikan uhh sial. Aper2 jgn carik aku for nasihat uhh k..Imma move on with my life and just don't give a fucking care with them anymore. Tkper, diorang take advantage ngan aku. Satu hari, aku tkder kasi chance lagik uhh. U want my respect, you have to gain it. Jgn ingat aku diam2 bermakna aku kosong. Fuck sial ader kawan-kawan mcm nie. Satu-satu tk leh harap btol! Mintak kene pakai sak ngan aku!!! Gi mampos uhh ngan diorang!!!!! Malas nk layan lagik..Korang just lead with your own life while I lead mine kiez...

To Zimah,

Aku tau uhh kau nak step maner nyer pandai during maths tuition. Tkper uhh kan, suker hati kau nk buat aper. Sometimes, you're being too over confidence. Dah lah english exam pkai words aku. Cheap btol!!! Im gonna make sure that I WILL BEAT YOU IN MATHS MID YEAR LATER. I'll prove to you who is better. MAY THE BEST GIRL WIN kiez. oooohhh, I love this!!! Let the game begin!!!

To Nadz,

Aku cumer nk kau pndai pilih kwn. Be in the correct peers. Taking care.

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Yours truly.