How I really wish that things were like before, living in a world full of sunny shades and music. When we became together, it somehow completed the already beautiful picture. You were always warm and caring towards me and we were like the perfect couple, all my friends agreed. But good things certainly have a way of falling apart.

I am lost for words. I'm deeply hurt but can't figure out how to let it out. I'm confused, shock and many more. Must it be this way? Must it be this hurtful?? Must it be this mean?? What have I done wrong?? I don't know. I can't wet my cheeks anymore for there's no more tears left to cry for you. I'm missing you and I'm missing every single sweet memories we had shared together. I miss the old SYAH-REIN and the old 29/11/07. Must we be this way just because of O level? I don't understand. Make me understand. It's falling, swinging down. I guess, good things don't last forever.

I'm speechless and hurt.