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Syaa
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Rawr And I continue to write the love story... |
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
It's Tuesday already and we are still out of schedule. Despite going to west coast, I tried studying over at his place but out to no avail. I failed to discipline myself. 30 mins of practising mensuraton and then I started to feel restless. Boyfriend was still soundly asleep. Never did we thought that disciplining ourselves is a very tedious job to do. We tend to follow our heart more than our mind. Talked on the phone with boyfriend just a few minutes back and we both agreed that we MUST discipline one another. It's okay to make mistakes so that we can learn from it and never repeat it. Something from me to boyfriend that comes from deep within. Before I start spilling every words of my heart, I want to declare that this is not just a sentences or pharagraphs, but it's a sentences and pharagraphs with meanings. It's not sweet words to capture your humble heart, but it's my feelings that I wish to express. =) Okayy??? We've been together for a very long time now, 7th month plus, but the feelings I feel is like as though we were already together way back then. I can't stop thinking about you every minute and every second. YOU are just so special to me and you hold a special place in my heart. I don't know how to pen down my feelings here but I hope this would be enough to make you realise that YOU are very important to me, and I mean VERY IMPORTANT. I can't put anything else above my list except for you. Even my family falls to number 2. Among all those stars, you shine the brightest and therefore, you shine my life so brightly. I really love you Shahrin. YOU are the pillar of my strength, success and everything. Without you, my life seems so solitare, lonely. I need you here in my life. Honestly, I have never give so much to someone until I met you. I really can't explain how meaningful and important you are in my life hunn. You are different, unique. I love to look at you because whatever your actions is, it make me fall in love with all over again. Your smile is the sweetest thing I have ever had and your kiss like a kiss of an angel. Your existence make me feel like I belong to someone. Your presence is the bestest gift I can ever received. Your hugs can really turned my frown upside down. Your touch gives me the best sensation ever and your laughters is the bestest medicine for me. Everything about you make me so happy and I am one of the luckiest girl to be given this opportunity to be with you. Your love is what every girls are longing and yearning for. Be my guide through out my journey. Hold my hands and show me the path that leads to happiness. Stay with me and make me feel love. Be my hero, my man and my leader of my life. I need you to guide me. Don't fade for I will never fade away from your life. This heart of mine will never stop beating your name. Shahrin, I love you soo much.
3:36 AM
Yours truly. |
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