Let today and Sunday be the very last day for me to fool around. I said that last month but I failed to achieve it. It's sad, very sad. Like what Abg Faiz told me, " Never look back, just look infront and focus on what you have in store for your future. Looking back is not good because if you do, you will never move on. Learn to look on the bright side of life. Be strict ".


I couldn't agree more on that. I used to dwell on the past and am afraid of the future to come. My future, my fate is all written by one hand. Allah. I should not be afraid to dream and yearn for everything that I would like to see it happen in my lives.


There's this saying that goes:

" We are afraid of losing what we have, whether it's our life or our possessions and property. But this fear evaporates when we understand that our life stories and the history of the world were written by the same hand ".


I envy those people who have completed their diploma and being able to hold that certificate infront of their families and friends. My time will come, insya'allah. I want to make someone's dream come true. Dad's dream. I will give all my hardwork and achieve it for you, insya'allah.