My brain is tearing my whole life apart, I swear. I am in a critical state of mind. My train of thoughts had been rudely distracted and I am feeling very awful right now. I am freak out, over something that other peoples shouldn't know. But I know that I need to stay strong and believe in fate and faith.

My recurrent dreams are giving me a wild thoughts and I detest it alot. Oh come on Irah!! Exams are just in a blink of an eye. Don't be too distracted. Believe in Allah and not a particular book. Oh well, I need to stay strong and live my moments fully.


How I wish I could utter the word " FCUK YOU! " to someone. I have unbearable thoughts because of YOU. What on earth have you did or put into me huh?? UUUUrrrgghh!!! Get out of my life you s*cker!!!! Stop bumping into me or stop viewing my profile you arse!! .______.


I want to cry, so badly. I am afraid of losing someone whom I love, ALOT. I don't know what else to do except to stay strong and look on the bright side of life. I must think POSITIVE and be OPTIMISTIC. I know I can. But I think I need to cry first, let it all out and I will be ok. Hopefully!