I don't want to compare you with any other guy out there. But believe me when I say this, you are unique. It's true that I love you but each words I said cannot compare the to the undescriable feelings I have for you, my dearest sweetheart. It's amazing to be with you each day. Those uphills and downhills we encounter harden the knots. I will never ever want to lose you because trust me, no one is equivalent to you MOHD SHAHRIN, no one. You are who you are and it's impossible for me to get a replacement. I don't want to search either because I know that the one whom I love with all my heart is there,right infront of me, my eyes and is inside my heart. I don't have to search anymore. In my life, nothing is impossible but to get you replace IS IMPOSSIBLE and I don't want to. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH. ;)

Your smile and your laughters is really the remedy to my heart. I love the way you chuckles because I swear to god you look adorable. That put a smile on my face. I can never get any boyfriend who is so sweet like you. None out there could defeat you. NONE. None out there knows me like how you know me. None out there could give me what I need except you. None out there could give me pinky2 like how you give. None out there could give me those hugs and kisses that you give to me everyday when we meet, without fail. None out there knows my attitude like you do. None out there knows what's deep inside me unlike you. None out there could put a smile on my face like how you do. None out there knows what underpants I wore ;). None out there could treat me like how you treat me, like a princess. None out there could understand me, understand my reaction like you do. And MOST IMPORTANTLY, None out there stole my heart like how you stole mine. NONE. I LOVE YOU. ;)

Each time I lay down next to you, how I wish you were certifically mine. I always wish that time would fly so fast till the time you ask me to be your wife. I want to dedicate my life to you. I want to cook for you, sleep with you. I want to stay in the same roof with you, share the same room and have the same ring on our fingers. I have always treat you more than just a boyfriend. Sometimes, I wish that RIGHT NOW, you were mine. I love you dear. I really do. Not even my parents knows how much I love you. I will always wait till the time that I have been waiting for. The day whereby you will propose to me. hahahaha ;) Oh gosh my dear Shahrin, I can't help it but to say this over and over again. I LOVE YOU. ;)



It might be too early to think that way but yes, I really am. But don't worry. I am not going to waste my future just like that. I will study hard and work hard together with you. I will grow together with you and get those high and qualified cetificates with you, hand in hand. I will give my best in studies and at least get a degree, not just for me and my family but also for YOU. I will not waste my time at any stupid entertainments. I will always think of you. And everything that I will achieved or had achieved, it's all for my family and also YOU. I want us to have the brightest future in the world and never will I stop you from achieving your biggest dream. I will always be there for you support you in whatever you do. ( tapi mestilah yang halal ok? hehehe ) I am going to stand right next to you and support you. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH. ;)


Friends have been drilling me with statements such as " it's too young to be in a serious relationship " and " it's too early to think for the future. Enjoy first! " but HECK. I ain't gonna fall for their words because that is THEM. Not me. They don't feel how I feel and I believe we WILL prevail. Shahrin, hold me and walk those journey with me. because I WILL PROMISE you that I will. ;) trust that word " promise " cause I mean it.


Last but not least, I Love You Soo Much. Grow old with me hunn. ;)

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Yours truly.