I tried to make my holidays as lively as before. But it turned out to be pretty ugly. Im broke and got no money to spend. That explains why I am stuck at home almost everyday. I hate to ask mum for money but sometimes, I really do need some fresh air. Friend's schooling. Don't bother.
Oh yar..and some "friend" of mine just USE me. Lau boring, picit aku. Lau tk boring, tak picit aku? Mcm sial kan tu namernyer. I am sick and tired of this uhh. To whoever who text me when you're bored, please uhh..I'm not going to entertain u guys. FUCK!!!! Geram siooool. I'm there for her and she did this to me. Baek punyer kwn uhh. I'm not anak patong and I have a freaking FEELINGS. YOU have one too. So please, get a life!!


Things changing and I'm trying to suit myself to the changes. Urrrrggghhhh, this is life. So I have to accept it and face it. I don't feel important anymore uhh. But wth, I don't care. I just can't wait to start working. I'll keep myself busy so that I'll not be a clingy girlfriend anymore. Whatever that happens, I'll let it happen. MALAS nk amek tau. I don't want to be the one that is concern. haaiizzz. sedih sia aku this past few days. can't help it but to cry. Atleast, I feel a lot better.