I am suppose to spend my time with boyfriend today. But it went SIDEWAAAYSS! He made an apointment with me first saying that WE will go out and shop together. Back then, I was excited. VERY!! but it turned out different. He told me he has some farewell party to attend. Like wtf!!! Seems to me like he's change eversince he started working at cotton on. I don't even recognise him anymore.


Haizzz..I was badly sick yesterday. I had stomache flu, fever and vomitting. And he made it worst by saying that WE have to postpone the outing to sunday. Haiyaaa! But what does he care? Aku saket ke, nanges ker aper dier heran lagik.. Aku rase kalau aku mati pon dier tak heran..haizz. biar lah..boleh sakit jiwa sak aku. Aper dier heran lau aku ni rase lonely ke tk. Aslkn dier kat luar saner rase happy. I seriously need to get use to this shit. By hook or by crook. :(


Friends asked me out but I rejected. I wanted to tag along but still, i don't know why..I prefer going out with boyfriend. Its with him that I feel comfortable and safe. But does he appreciate that? I don't think so. Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. sedih sedih sedih!!!


Do you know how it feels if you worry so much about the one you love?? Knowing that he's out there with some friends that you don't want him to mix with? It sucks!!! ARGH!!!!